someday

Someday I will figure out this thing works and then I will be a much more interesting participant. I don't think anyone can respond to my writing because I don't know how to invite them. Oh well, can't say as it really matters all that much. I don't have much to say anyway and when I do I write a letter to those I care about.

Someday the bathroom remodel at the beach will be done. It is like walking uphill every step of the way. The men in my life are all willing to help, but not willing to get things done in a reasonable frame of time. They do something and then sit around and do nothing for weeks. Then I complain and they do one more part of the project. It makes me feel bad to have to ask for each step to be completed. Kind of takes the pleasure out of the whole thing. I guess I made the assumption that their saying they would do it meant from first step to last without me having the beg for each and every step along the way. I Hate begging! I hate feeling like I am nagging when things don't happen! What was supposed to be a fun family project has turned into another chore to get behind me. I hate chores that need to get behind me! Maybe when it is done I will go back to finding some enthusiasm for the completed project rather than resentment for all the begging that I have had to do. You would think this was all for me.... Folks, it isn't! I have not spent one night at the beach since 1977, or rather in the cabin. I did drag the Connie P down for an overnight last year. Argh!!!